N.E.W

just 2-3 days working here and like what i've aspected, the environment is lil bit different then before. but niway, i'm happy b a part of them here =p what i wanna share today is...well, we can escape from past..i mean not completely, but yes..we can deal with it, trust me!!we can learn how to prepare for the times when we feel like it's not even on our radar and then it totally broadsides us. i used to think if i solved some problem or achieved some goal, got into a go0d college(um is a go0d college for sure), or a good grad school, or lost weight(my obses), or created a go0d program that millions of people used, then maybe i would feel some peace and not be constantly haunted or unhappy. can all those things like i mentioned here is a darkness in your opinion? just like one of the famous programmer does..killing himself only because all those things..but if that's the only way you think you can chose, can i said..'just do it'? we..even with different religions and culture had our own guidance to follow and why???why can't we put our trust to HIM(for me is ALLAH)?